Monday, August 15, 2011

Mixed feelings, help please?

This guy I fell for (from 6th to 8th grade), fell in love with one of my close friends a week after i met her. the guy and i were really close and text everyday. i accidentally told him i was in love with him in a text by sending the text to him saying "I think im in love with ***** " instead of sending the text to my friend, he said he was flattered. and he thought it was cute. he didnt know that the girl and i were friends. and i asked him who he liked and he said her. in 8th grade he told me he doesnt feel the same way and that he just wants to be friends. and i dint want him to feel the same as i did so i tried helping him get closer to her so at least he could be happy. but i was beginning to feel sorry for myself but helped him anyways. on v-day he told me he was gonna buy her a necklace, teddy bear, rose, and card. i offered to buy the necklace and then he'd pay me back. so i showed him links to the website of the necklace she liked, and one of that i liked. he said to buy both ad he'd pay me. so i bought the and i asked what he was getting me and i tried guessing. and i guessed the necklace and he said that he was going to put the necklace on me and give me a hug like he was going to do for her. but when the time came, he just handed it to me. i asked her if he did the same thing and he did. it was just that he was in a hurry to get home. but ever since, the necklace gives me bad luck wearing it. he always compairs me to her but says that shes kind of better. and summer he wasnt txting me at all so i got mad. on x-mas i txted mrry christmas, he txted "merry christmas! umm who is this?" i answered with my name , and he didnt txt back. when i texted him sometimes, he txts "who is this?" and i reply with my name, but he doesnt answer. and one time i txted "is this the wrong number?" and he said that it was. (so he lied). finally one day ater sending too much messages, he txted, "Yes. Yes. It's *****. Geez. Look i've been busy, ok? I'll text you when i can, ok? I'm sorry but i have a lot of work to do. School is really stressful. I have a club, a band, and schoolwork, and my parents are really bitchin with my grades. -.- so pls. Just let me be. I'll text when i can. I'm sorry. I just need time to work some stuff out ok?" and i was mad. so a few days later i texted "hi" and he talked to me normally and i started to fall in love with him again,... what should i do ?

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