Has anyone ever did an illegal abortion or an abortion period?

I wanna do one but I have no money so I was thinking bout going back home to do a homeade one where they use some red liquid n get it out with a sterilized hanger after the liquid is ingested in the remains start to disinigrate... I want to know will this be safe and will i be able to produce more children next yr when i am financially secure and wont have to be on welfare